99%

We're 99% sure that this pregnancy has come to an end. 

The tech could not find anything that suggested that the baby is still in there...

Since last night I've been having heavy bleeding (way heavier than I've ever had in my life!) with big clots and cramping.  My lining was a 24 which the Dr. seemed to be a bit surprised it was that thick still after all the bleeding I've been having.  The Dr. said that there could just be a lot of blood in there which made it hard for the tech to see anything.  I'm not convinced that this is the situation...It's just not my gut feeling. 

It just doesn't seem fair to have to be going through this....again!  I can't help but think that there is something wrong with me. Maybe I have some rare disease that makes me not carry a baby past 6 weeks.  I'm so very happy that no one knew about the pregnancy.  It was our little secret and I'm glad that I wont have to go around explaining what happened to family and coworkers who just really wouldn't get it anyway....

So, tomorrow morning we go in for another sono to really make sure there is nothing going on in there.  I'm still bleeding, cramping but not so much clotting.  I don't think I've ever dropped a clot before in my life, ew! That was so gross and scary!